Bit of this, bit of that.

I hate messing up. But that seems to be what I do so often at work, no matter how hard I try to be diligent and careful. I went into work today (a Saturday) because I had, again, screwed up. Obviously, I don't do these things on purpose. But somehow I can't seem to do anything right, even the simplest things, like getting the date right on a letter. And every time I tell myself to be more careful about something, something else slips past me...

Tara is back for her summer holidays and I can't wait to catch up with her. If there's one thing I've learnt in the last month, it's that there are only a handful of people (if that) that I can count on. Difficult times will show you who really cares about you, and it's not necessarily who you thought you could rely on. It just sucks twice as much when you lose your boyfriend as well as your friends.

But, I have a new friend. She's pink all over, and will never tire of my talking to her. Well, she might at some point, but supposedly if I take care of her, she'll take care of me. That's the idea. Hopefully she won't turn on me one day. She knew about me before I knew anything about her, and that's scary in a way, but it's comforting to know that she chose me and knows what to expect from me. Right after I met her, I was confronted with a slightly challenging situation and I surprised myself with my reaction, which I think I can attribute to her presence. Only time will tell how this relationship develops.

I ended up going for Dinara Safina in the Women's French Open final. Despite the good fight that she put up, Ivanovic won. Dinara seemed very tense, and it looked like Ivanovic was enjoying the experience more. She has more experience in major finals, so that probably played a part. Tomorrow, it's Federer v Nadal in the Men's final, and I know who I'm going for in that one, no question about it!